Sinking

...
I am sinking
Fast
In cold waters.
No way out
No way up.

Or:

I am going straight
Into the wall
Watch me accelerate.
Faster.
I will crash
I know.

Can I wake up? At some point?
And realize it was but a nightmare and I can start all over again?
Please?

I have no faith in tomorrow
Or the day after.
Hope is laughable.
Hope is overrated, anyway.